PINKBABYPHAT

soul survivor
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2007-02-13 01:33:40 (UTC)

2006

Dear journal. March 1st/06
I'm in love I can say it over and over and I won't get bored w/ it. I truly believe Cameron is my soulmate. Cameron for valentines day gave me a engagement ring until we get mine made. Absolutely in love with him. I can't wait till I become his wife. I wanna spend the rest of my life wit him. No doubt in my mind he's the one for me. Hes so great to me. I'm glad I fell in love w/ someone so darn wonderful who treats me w/ respect and loves me for me. That's all for today.

Dear journal March 2nd/06
Now I think of it. I have no regrets. I love being in love wit the most amazing man of my life. He's my present and future. I get all giddy everytime I think about it. I know that a year ago that I would give up on men. But you can't help but fall in love w/ someone. Especially someone like cameron is an all around guy. He makes me laugh. He's funny goofy he makes a fool of himself that's what I love about him. He doesn't care about what other prople thinks of hime. He's himself and that's what made me be attracted to him. Everything that I'm experiencing its like nothing I've experience before. I'm happy for once in my life I couldn't ask for anything else. Except that cam and I will be able to live a great life. Have a house a child together. Support ourselves and not struggle at all. I don't want to live pay check to pay check. I'm not saying my life has to perfect but comforta le. I have a place to live and call my own.

Dear journal. March 10/06
Today me and cameron had a fight. Apparenly I totally misunderstood him. But I know that he's scared cause oneday he thinks I can put us debt with my spending. We always seem ti fight about money. I personally don't care about. At the sametime I do cause you need it to survive . I don't care about what anyone says money can't make you happy its a way of life. It puts a roof over your head pays the bills . But no matter what happens. I love him to death. Absolutely love him. He's my world past,present and future. He's my soulmate. How many people can connect wit someone at a young age? I don't know that many ppl but he's my pretty baby.
I love cameron bruce reid

Dear journal march 11th/06
So I read camerons journal and he wants to be more open. He wants me to tell him if I'm scared or tell him what I want sexually. I don't know you tink after 1 year you'd b able to tell the love of ur life what's up or what you want. I'm just not comfortable cause when I tell or say something we get into fights I love the boy. But he can be very stubborn. I don't care anymore. He makes me pissy sometimes. I don't know I'm just I'm just can't be open with him. I've opened my whole heart and soul and love to him. All that I gave to him. But I don't know about emotional. Let's say we broke up 2nite. Between my and his emotional status. I can walk away as if nothing happened. Yes ill be hurt I won't let it hurt me cause I've hurt to much already from my past. I know in still young and I have lots of experience in life. But I won't let anything hurt me especially w/ love I chose to give meself and if we ever broke. I have to deal w/ the consequences. I will feel the pain but at the sametime I will not let it affect the well being of my emotions. I promise myself that I will never put myself in that perdicument ever agin. I've worked way to hard to bring peace to myself and calm I won't rage. I won't lost it like I lost it lasttime. I won't ruin my life over.
Dear Journal Febuary 5th/06

I'm so in love w/ Cameron I know deep down he's my
soulmate. Its so weird cause I feel so connected with him.
I haven't felt like this since I was with Kale. But I know
it wasn't meant to be. People change I know I have.
Cameron has accepted me as I am. Even though I've screwed
up in my lifetime. You know what I'm in love with the most
wonderful man in the world. Cameron makes me whole. He
makes me wanna be a better person. He's so good to me and
I love him to absolutely pieces. I don't know what i'll do
with out him. He takes care for me when I'm sick he spoils
me, cause he can. The way that I feel for him. Its just
unbelieveable. Everyday I'm with him I grow so fond of
him. He's everything to me. Cams and mine one year
anniversary was on the 19th. I can't believe it, I glow
everytime I'm around him.
MY LIFE IS PERFECT.

Dear Journal March 1st/2006

I'm in love, I can say it over and over and won't get
bored with it. I truly believe Cameron is my soulmate.
Cameron for valentines day gave me a engagement ring. But
really it was my promise ring upgrade.
But for now were calling it my engagement ring until we
get mine made. abslutely in love with him. I can't wait
till I become his wife. I wanna spend the rest of my life
with him. No doubt in my mind hes the one for me. He's so
great to me, I'm glad i'm glad i fell in love with someone
so darn wonderful . Who treats me me with respect and
loves me for me.
Thats all for today
Lisa

Dear Journal March 2nd/06

Now I think of it. I have no regrets. I love being in love
with the most amazing man of my life. He's me present &
future. I get all giddy everytime i think about it. I know
that a year ago that I promised myself that I would give
up on men. But you can't help but fall in love w/ somone.
Especially someone like Cameron is an all around guy. He
makes me laugh, he's funny, goofy he makes a fool of
himself, thats what i love about him. He doesn't care what
people think about him. He's himself and thats what made me
be attracted to him. Everything that i've experiencing it's
like nothing i've experienced before. I'm happy bfor once
in my life. I couln't ask for anything else. Except that
Cam and I will be able to live a great life. Have a house,
and a chilf together. Support ourselves and not struggole
at all. I don't want to live pay check to pay check. I'm
not saying my life has to be perect but comfortable. I have
a place to live and call my own.

Lisa

Dear Journal March 10th/06

Today Cam and I had a fight. Apparently I totally
misunderstood him. But i know that he's scared cause
oneday he thinks I can put us in debt w/ my spending. We
always seem to fight about money. I personally don't care
about. But at the sametime I do cause you need it to
survive; I don't care what anyone says about money can't
make you happy it's a way of life. It puts a roof over your
head,pays the bills. But no matter what happend I LOVE HIM
todeath. Asolutely, love him. He's my world, past, present
and future. He's my soulmate. How manypeople can connect w/
someone at a young age? I don't know that many people,but
he's my pretty baby.
I LOVE CAMERON BRUCE REID

Yours truly Vasillisa Newbigging

Dear Journal March 11th/06

So i read Camerons journal. He wants me to be more open. He
wants me to tell him if i'm sccared, or tell him sexually,
what i want.
I don't know how to be open. you'd think after 1 year you'd
be able to tell the love of your life,"whats up o what you
want". I'm just not comfortable, cause when i tell or say
something we get into fights. I love the boy.
He can be very stubborn.
Bah, i don't care anymore.
He makes me pissy sometimes. I don't know I'm just, I just
can't be open w/ him. I've opened my whole heart and soul
and love to him. All that I gave to him. But I don't know
about emotional. Let's say we broke up 2nite. Between my
and his emotional stauts. I can walk away as if nothing
happened. Yes I'll be hurt but i won't let it hurt me cause
i've hurt to much already from my past. I know I'm still
young and I have lots to experience in life. But i won't
let anything hurt me especialy w/ love; I chose to give
myself and if we ever broke up; I have to deal w/ the
consequence. I will not let it affect my well being of my
emotions. I promise myself that I will never put myself in
that perdicument ever again. I've worked way to hard to
bring peace to myself and calm I won't rage. I won't lose
it like the lost it lasttime. I won't ruin my life over it.

Vasillisa Newbigging

Dear Journal Wed,March 15th/06
Everyday I'm thankful 4 everything that I have in my life.
Especially who I have in my life. Absolutely thankful. I'm
thankful 4 having Camseron in my life. I truly believe he's
my soulmate in this time. I don't wan t to be a failure to
him. Sometime i feel like a failure cause i feel like I
haven't done anything. I haven't accomplish anything. I
know I have goals, but how do I do that. How do I put that
all all 2gether.

Dear Journal April 5th/06

Absolutely madly in love w/ Mr.Cameron Reid. I don't know
what it is,but we have this amazing connection. Anyways;
Cameron is in bed w/ me.
Write tommrrow.

Journal April 11th/06
The other day I was thinking about Cameron & I; how we met.
We both think that fate brought us together.
Here's why:
When Cameron was younger he almost died when he was a baby.
-I almost died as a baby too. I was 2 months premature and
he's a month premature.
-We're both born in September
-When Cameron was 16 Debbie(cams mom) she has a preminition
that he was getting married to a short lil Asian girl.
After Cameron & Ali broke up. I suddenly walked into
his life. It's weird though cause Cameron & I have this
connection. That can't be explained. When he hurts I hurt.
Absolutely in love w/ him. I can't wait to marry him.
There's just something about him. That makes me all gidy
cause I can't wait to spend my life w/ him. I know he's not
the best looking guy but he's absolutely everything I want
in a man. He's a one of a kind guy that I love. He
respects, loves me gor me I know he would do anything for
me. He would die for me. He would do what he could to
protect me. Everyday that i'm with him, I'm happy, I get
butterlies in my stomach. I believe it's destiny that ere
together cause all the signs are pointing at Cameron.

Dear Journal April 12th/06
I'm so happily in love w/ Cameron, I love him so much.
He's my world, my future my everything. I really can't see
myself w/o him. I know that I can't always depend on him
cause I have my own life too. But, at the sametime we're in
this toether. Anything that we want to do we can do it
together.
LISA

Dear Journal April 13th/06
Not only am I in love but, I'm also scared. I'm scared
that I'm gonna be a failure to Cameron. I don't want to
be. I'm scared that he might leve me, for someone who has a
better body or a lil more better looking than me. I know
I'm attractive but....... I don't know.


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