am_I_human

more human than human
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2007-01-31 03:11:28 (UTC)

I hate winter.

What Changed

Where am I?
Why can’t I see myself
in your eyes anymore?
What happened?
I have hit a wall
where I thought there was a door
And I feel like I am
drowning in my own tears
up to my waist
And I search for you
but I can’t make out
the expression on your face.
Who am I?
Am I still the girl
that you loved so long ago?
Why do I
feel like I’ve gone
as far as I can go?
And I feel like I am
drowning in my own tears
up to my chest
And I reach for you
have you turned away
Like all the rest?
Where am I?
Why can’t I see myself
in your eyes anymore?
What happened?
I was just standing here,
but now my face has hit the floor
And I feel like I am
drowning in my own tears
above my head
with one arm reaching up
I can’t breathe anymore…
am I…?

Release

Pouring warm
over my flesh
a cleansing,
a spiritual relief
the hurt buried
inside, just now
being allowed
to come out
It felt as if
it would soon
burst, and now
it has been
let out,
in rivulets,
in streams,
flowing
like a tepid
river,
a temperate
tributary;
of pain,
to pain
I just
don’t want
to (feel, hurt)
anymore.


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