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The Adventures of Jules Santana
2007-01-03 14:16:02 (UTC)

A New Life

Well I have to say that this is the weirdest new year for
me. Mainly b/c I am not the same person that I even was
merely a couple of months ago. After Orlando passed away,
I think I was forever changed. I no longer had a best
friend that I could run to when I was having bullshit
issues with my boyfriend. I no longer had my wild crazy
Janet fanatic to bug out to and to act a mess. I miss him
so much now, and it’s so hard to really sit down and think
about him b/c I realize how much now that he’s gone. But
I can’t stop moving and living my life and that is exactly
what I keep telling myself. I am now even more committed
and in a new level with my relationship with Luke. We’re
going to Europe in a little bit more than a month. Then
we’re going to be moving in together during the summer and
then after that, it sounds like Luke and I will be moving
to a whole different city and all. But that’s all so far
advanced and ahead that I don’t really think about it, but
I guess this is all to say that I’m starting out 2007 with
a new mindset, a new way of looking at life, and with the
goal to do nothing but maintain my happiness both
personally and spiritually. But anyway, it’s back to
work. Luke got back from Miami last week and we did
nothing but have some great sex and spend almost all of
our time together. It was definitely great for the both
of us. Now of course he goes back to visit his family in
a couple of weeks, which I was feeling some type of way
about b/c it always seems to be something that makes him
not be able to do things that I would like him to do with
me, but luckily, I don’t care and am not caring. I’m
going to definitely try to always express myself when I’m
unhappy with things and I’m going to try to stop being
such a bitch when I don’t get my way. (That’s the hardest
change I’m thinking that I’m going to have to make) But
things are well, 2007 is rolling along and the weather is
still way above normal. Today, on January 3, 2007, the
temperature is going to be 60 degrees. Now for
Philadelphia in the winter time, that is considered
freaking warm. This weekend it’s supposed to get to like
65, and I’m not complaining at all. Let’s just keep it
rolling along. Oh yeah, here’s the shocking news from
this weekend that just past….they straight up just hanged
and executed Sadaam Hussein in Iraq. I was stunned. I
have no opinion on that though…well I do, but that’s a
whole different entry in itself that will just have me
going back and forth on the whole debate on him.




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