self inflicting tears

shitsandgiggles
2006-12-29 05:40:46 (UTC)

just a little catch up

well i havent written in this thing in a long time. you
know my life isnt that interesting so i have to wait
awhile to write things. so lets see, my son is getting big
he is 2 now i just cant believe it sometimes. he is being
a handfull lately like telling you to shut up or as he
would say "ut up" its kinda cute , or no and stop. and he
also likes to hit. so if you have read the other then you
would know that i have been looking for my sons father
since about 2 years ago. so i have finally found him and
now he has another sister that is about 8 months younger
than him. i found him on a certain site that i wont
mention and he wont respond to me so i contacted a girl on
there that i thought might be the little girls mom and
wala (or however you spell it) bingo it was her and so i
told her who i am and so forth. so now i am waiting for
them to discuss things, and i am trying to be nice but all
i really want to say is discuss what these are mine and
his kids not yours, yeah i got you involved but how else
am i going to get to him. so instead of discussing just
take your ass down there and get the fucking test done.
but i dont want to scare him off so i am being nice. so he
wont talk to me but me and her have talked a few times on
the computer, they wont call me quite yet. and she feels
that it wouldnt be a good idea for me and him to talk
because she also feels she need to protect him. she said
she didnt know my state of mind, pleeease! whatever i
think he isnt telling her everything and that he does know
what is going on because he is not admiting alot of stuff
to her and it pisses me off. but whatever so yeah that is
what is going on with me right now. peace out (like my
son would say).




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