Lenora

Whatsername
2006-12-21 08:04:20 (UTC)

so fed up

i'm fed up with people. particularly, people like myself.

i will be so hung up on the way other people perceive me
that I'll annoy the living fuck out of anyone around me.
but at least i'm honest in my shyness.

when you put on a confident show, and you still can't act,
you're still shy, then you just come off as a prick. I
mean, shy sucks, it really does, but at least shy is shy
is shy. Confident and shy, is just setting you up to be a
condescending distant asshole-type character. this may not
be your intent. but it is how you are perceived.

I'm interest-free right now. it sucks. i kinda liked
having the flutters again. I'd pay good money for the
flutters on a regular basis. I'd be a flutter-junkie. if
you could bottle that feeling, that weird lift you get
when someone special walks into the room, i would glady
shell out my life's savings for it.




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