kiddo16

NaivetY & ChildhooD LefT BehinD
2006-12-15 15:17:46 (UTC)

Shadow of Him

Hmmm... Something weird happen just now. The whole day
yesterday, I've been thinking about him. And as I was out
today, well I kind of meet him. His twin to be specific.
Lol! They both look kind of the same. Looking at his twin
brother is like seeing him. Haiz! So sadz that I didn't
get to meet him. It has been a few days that I kept
thinking about him, seeing him in my dream but sadly, he
never appear in front of me in reality.
Well, I think I should be thankful that I at least could
see his twin brother. Haiz! At the very least....
Well the thing is now.. I'm crazy. I've known that he is
already attached and yet I still keep my hopes pinned up
so high. Why am I like this?
I know that the girl is like younger than him by many
years. That girl could might as well be his little sister
but yet, I still want to keep my hopes high up, waiting
for him.
It's been 3 years that we've talked to each other. The
last time I saw him was like a few months ago at our class
gathering. Even then, I didn't get to talked to him. We
just smiled to each other. There's no common topic between
us after so long we separated. I'm so sad.
And it was like the first time, he saw me wearing the
scarf. I'm so embarrased to meet him that way but the
embarrasement towards god is much higher. Haiz... I'm
simply going nuts. I just want to scream.. And stop all
this nonsense....




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