the mojb files
2006-11-20 08:04:32 (UTC)


I wish I knew how to write this, but I don't. I feel as
though I'm so close to what I have been wanting for so
long, but I now more than ever have to watch and weigh
each step I take. Is this really happening? Or am I
imagining or reading into signs I want to be there. I
don't think I am. Everyone else has noticed the
difference as well. I wish I knew what you were
thinking...what you want. Something please give me a
sign. Give me a clear path to travel or the notice that I
need to continue to guard my heart. With you my heart is
fragile and I am weak. I love you.