pensive problematic

its been a while

so i know i haven't written in a while
but i haven't really felt like this in a while.
not to say there hasn't been anything to reflect on.
my world has changed drastically.
makes me wonder how much thats changed me.
i know i'm in control
i know i say what goes
my life is so hard for me to believe.
i don't like to complain
because i know others may have it worse.