blkdragon

grounded
2006-10-15 00:16:36 (UTC)

High School and Rah-Rah Speeches

9/25--5:41 PM I was almost a half hour late today, even
though I made it to bed early, I was still tired upon
awakening; I guess I was more stressed than I imagined. I
didn’t speak to many people today, I addressed those that
mattered and left it at that, I went to finish the job I
started on Saturday; there was a minor glitch in the
program.
The machine had difficulty feeding the book, Chuck found
that the setting had been changed, Michelle attempted to
assist; I told her that I didn’t need her help. During the
rah-rah session she mentioned people bopping while working
with headphones on, that would only have been me, no; I
didn’t need any help from her.
After Chuck changed the setting the machine worked like a
charm, as it did on Saturday. I’d be working with Brian
today, at one point I worked with Blaine and Jody, she and
I would not be doing the “High School” thing she does with
Rob; I only speak to her when the job requires that we
communicate and I’m sure she didn’t like it. I’m also sure
she’ll inform Chuck that she doesn’t want to work with me,
if he’s the supervisor he should be he’ll tell her that she
has no choice, I can and do work with her; I just don’t
want to converse with her.
As soon as the clock struck 3:30, I grabbed my things and
made a bee-line for the door, I didn’t bid farewell to
anyone; I got in my car and drove straight home. While
doing a bit of writing and going through my music archives,
I ran a bath, I am searching my music files for Bea and
Ray; I’ll do Ray’s music tonight and have a couple of cd’s
ready for Bea by Thursday.
I decided to do a bit of cleaning that I’ve been
neglecting, mopped floors, I wiped porcelain and dusted; I
also lit all the potpourri pots for some aromatherapy.
I’ve found it a bit difficult to write in my diary, I don’t
think I want to look at my life right now, I haven’t posted
an entry to my online in over a month; I need to get back
to it for catharsis.
I realized that I am lonely today, when I’m lonely I like
to be alone, it’s good to stare the demon in its face;
seems Bea may have been feeling the same because she didn’t
call. I think Charlotte is feeling guilty and that may be
the reason she hasn’t called. I’m trying to rip cd’s to my
media library; I was hoping to put the music on another cd
and in my flash drive.
My co-workers are not happy because I’m using my flash
drive to play music while I work, we were fitted for
uniforms today, I joked that prison stripes are optional.




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