Lost_cold_alone

Flying on broken wings
2006-09-28 20:38:52 (UTC)

Loves flame

Dear diary,

It happened again.. I have fallen in love and her name is
Steph, but not even master knows this time. I want to scream
it to the world I really do, but in my heart I feel so weak.
I think it's because of what Keven did to me... he hurt me
so much, I dont know if I can trust the distance between us.
Not only her, but myself. I mean I have so many down here
that say they love me, and hold me when I am scared. She was
my mother, and for that I was so thankful diary, that made
me feel so lucky. That nothing could go wrong... yet here
this happens. I dont know what to do, so now I sit here
writting to you. Oh, and did I tell you diary.. yeah master
went over bored. He only went and got my a gag, I dont know.
I just feel so dang random right now~! being on these stupid
pills doesn't help either.

Oh thats right, I haven't told you have I? Well Diary, I
haven't eatten in almost a week now. I am so hungry, I tried
last night, but the rice just tasted so- well you dont need
to know that much.. but yeah. I eat some, but my stomache
was kicking me to throw it up. All I want is to keep
something down, and sleep more so that I can be myself once
more. Then maybe I would be able to understand what is going
on in my own life and take control once more... I just wish.

-Angie

Thursday, September 28th - 3:38pm




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