Timothy

Jack's Twisted Kingdom
2006-09-07 12:33:29 (UTC)

Anniversay Cometh

5 years, and 564 posts thus far.

I tried to read some of my old entries, only
to realize that I more like a loser than I
as thought I was. Of course some of them do have
a certain amount of candor and speak to my
many "sides", the personalities I carry within
me, churning and broiling away.

To be honest, I've thought about quitting this
and my livejournal, but then I'm always drawn
back to it. I don't know why.

As I look outside into the city, I have a rather
spectacular view from these cramped quarters of
mine, I wonder sometimes how I ended up here,
and what I'm supposed to do. I honestly don't
have a clue.

I'm so lost. Mired down by depressing thoughts
of better times, and miseries impacted on me by
my own bitter jealousies and hatreds for any
who wronged me.

Now, I have not much to look forward to. And for
the life of me, I can't think of why, nor can I
see the path I should take.

Surviving, for the sake of surviving, isn't living.

I need help.




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