YK

YK's Feeling Trips
2006-09-06 20:18:02 (UTC)

I am back!!!!

I cannot believe that the last time when I type my
diary.....almost a year???? I am not sure about that.

Actually I quite like this diary because most of my
friends and relatives do not know about this! Ha! Now I am
in Seattle already^^

As I remember, when I was writing this diary....it was the
HKCEE take place.....so tough for me.....well! Now is the
moment I need to face the fact that I did not get a good
result in that. I only get 8/30....ha!! Isn't that good XD

I am on diet right now....but I understand myself....I
cannot stop eating....it doesn't matter for the food is
attractive or not....just the feeling. I wanna eat!
exactly this voice!

Last night I went downstairs...and you guess what...
I HAVE a HOT COCO! That is not a simple coco.....it's
combine with milk,vanilla ice cream,and coco powder.....
It's much more sweet than I thought^3^ But it tastes
sooooo good! At first I think I gonna have a good sleep
after that...I know it is kinda fat if I go to sleep right
after that. So I push myself to stay up at least 3
hours.....and finally~ I go to bed at
4:45....hahhaaa~which is almost in the morning already!!
And I wake up at 11:45.....hahahaa~~~perfect timing to
have breakfast!~~~~~~~~ I need to keep remind myself that
I am on diet~~~~and I also need exercise!!!!!! Maybe I
gonna take a walk after this~ hahhaa~~~TO U-Dist!!

It's really a challenge for me. It doesn't matter when I
go to there because it is all down hill. Here is the
problem........which mean when I go back...it's allllllll
up hillll!!!! HAHAHAHAAA!

okay~ here I go. I really want to meet some more friends
over here......and have a foreigner as a boyfriend....^.^
Oh....it makes me remember about a Taiwanese guy which I
meet him from the first quarter. He is soooo.....how to
say....mean...?? yea....kinda*

I mean ......everytime when we get close....suddenly we
will get far away from each other again.....DAMN! I want
to have a good friend....but why not? JARVIS! I would
never forget this stupid name.

I agree that the first time when I saw him...I am kind of
shy....because he is quite good looking~ and after I knew
that he plays music......AWESOME! you know....everytime
when I know someone who know about music.....suddenly in
my eyes...they will change....I really like him* I even
think of maybe we can be that relationship....yea...I know
I am not good enough for him/....so I do a stupid thing.
Avoid him~ Everytime when I met him in cafeteria or
computer lab....I never say hi....and even pretend don't
know he is there.....Am I an idiot?? But I am really
nervous about that!!!! cuz I have never get too close with
boys...Now I am a little bit regret about why I have to
listen to my mom about not having a boyfriend during the
study_ well....anyway....I hope I can lose more
weight...to be more attractive....and have a
boyfriend.....hahaa~~~~hopefully there would be no one
watch this diary....cuz I talk too much about my
secret~~~XP




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