Nick's Journal
2006-08-30 13:15:35 (UTC)

Is It Possible that I'm lucky?

i don't know.
am i lucky?
why do i even pose this question?
i get to debate with someone in another law school. i have
a girl who is amazingly smart...and i have friends who have
shaped my life and molded into a semi-semblance of
congruence with every-day life.
right now i've been asleep for four hours (at most not
counting the terror dreams) but i know that i can make it.
shit i lived with dave.
the man went to be at 3 and woke up at 6 a.m. all the while
banging doors.
do you think for one second my apartment compatriots can
out-do that? no way! i am pissing them off!
it's so great.
i feel as though noone can touch me and i act as such.
come on. realistically.
what can YOU do?
stay up till 3?
wake up at 6?
been there.
done that.
the stress of law school will be the impetus for action.
YOU will never win.
i'm lucky.
i know that love is not conditional and i know that
friendships not only lasts forever but that they give you
every means for action.