supergoddess

This diary is my kief,hashish,&opium pip
2006-07-29 00:23:14 (UTC)

Skipping meals


I want to say I've been starving myself these week, but I
can't say I have.

I don't really get hungry anymore which totally ruins the
entire pain thing. I mean, when I get hunger pains is when
I know I'm getting skinnier. But I haven't been getting
them.

I have only been eating one meal a day which is dinner, so
I've been doing pretty good. I want to throw the dinners
up but I can't because of my pain in the ass braces (which
are always a good excuse to skip meals). So I guess I'm
doing okay, I'm still a total fatass.

I lost a little bit of weight, I went from 105 to 103,
nothing noticable. Yesterday I was 102 but I guess I
gained 1 lb back?

My new goal weight is little more realistic - 90 lbs. So I
need to lose 12 lbs, and I have 5 weeks do do it. I need
to lose 2 lbs every week. It's going to be hard but if I
keep doing what I'm doing now, it should work.




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