baygirl66

I Debbie...
2006-07-26 00:40:21 (UTC)

Baby Games

Oh My Gosh... having said that I can't even begin to say
how hard the last two days have been. Two days have felt
like twenty. Years. I have not been able to cuddle with
any of them beyond bonding time with my new beloved Cole.
And She She with Katie. Her new Princess. She does like
the girls. Except Orion. And Oh my gosh was he terrible
today. Like a monster coming out of his owaited shell.I
mean seriously. I had to talk to Sara. I mean really. His
mood was so aweful. To put that up against the nightmre of
the blasted Sia and Joey and Jaeden being jealous that I
was holding another baby.Poor guys so used to me being
able to be with them. Then there was Liz. I didn't mind
her being there exactly. And it wasn't her fault exactly
but I resented the fact of her being in that position. Of
being needed to help and her back being unable to help.
Beyond patting a kid on a back. Like what the hell can
that do.

I DEBBIE

PS I don't think Orion is getting any better. He socked
Jeaden in the mouth or face today with his shoes/foot. She
was inpain and all I could legally do was tell him no and
put him in his crib. I would have like to paddle his ass
but you can't do that.




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