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my stupid mouth
2006-07-19 19:28:28 (UTC)

pictures in my head

so i don't really know what has happened to my life this
past week, but i've decided that for once i'm not minding
change. i think for facebook purposes(juuuuuust kidding),
matt and i need to talk about what we are exactly because
i'm not really sure...although i think he is. oh man,
work is so weird already and he's been on vacation pretty
much the whole time this has been going on. he needs to
work on being subtle.

after we went to six flags, i wasn't as happy as i thought
i would be...or as everyone else apparently thought i
would be. i had expected not to be able to stop smiling
and to be all girly and stuff, but that wasn't the case.
and that worried me a little. i think it was just a very
overwhelming day considering our second date was the
length of at least three normal dates...and lots of things
that don't ever happen to me did happen, and that in
itself was enough to make me very frazzled, as colleen
would say. so matt had to come into work to show terry
how to make the schedule, and then i talked to him last
night, and after all that, i am happy like i thought i
would've been in the first place. i finally have that
feeling of being really excited to see him. so luckily, i
guess there's nothing wrong with me. good to know, good
to know.




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