muse

void deck
2006-07-06 03:27:12 (UTC)

beauty awaits

Life has become a routine once more. Every morning I wake
up, catch the shuttle bus to Biopolis, work (hmm... not much
I would say) and surf internet, go for tuition on certain
days, and finally back to my room. Some days are spent
watching World Cup matches ( usually the matches with Italy
in it -- btw, they are in the final this coming Sunday!
Against France; I hope the result would be the opposite of
Euro 2002!), some days I just do some internet surfing or
watch some clips or sitcoms... and then I will hit the sack.

It's easy to get depressed sometimes with life like this. I
don't mean to say that life is hard but it's the lack of
meaning and excitement (ok, not counting the World Cup
matches) in it. But today, I'm going to make a promise to
myself today that I must change. I must fight my periodical
depression! I shall not let anything happening in my life
get me really down anymore. Because I have something that
awaits for me in the future. And the future is going to come
really soon. And the future is Holland in 2007.

I came across this SEP page contributed by Yiran
(http://www.eng.nus.edu.sg/sep/Eindhoven.htm) that really
lift up my spirit this morning. Especially that photograph
at the end of the write-up. Look at the lushful blue sky
blending with the peaceful green, green meadow. And notice
the peaceful and genuinely happy smile in her face. And I
picture myself in her place. And I realise it's not a
far-fetched dream. If I persevere with my life, I will
eventually be there at the beginning of 2007. And life will
not be the same anymore. I have the opportunity and I
promise to myself that happiness is just round the corner. I
will be in Europe soon. I have to believe, keep this in my
pocket and hold on tight to it.

I am going to be strong. Life is not easy for me these days
with so many things going on in my mind. In certain areas I
kind of screwed up... I need to reconcile with certain areas
in my life. I have to get things right.

I'm going to be ok. I will do my best and not get too
stressed up with life again. Life is waiting.




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