PINKBABYPHAT

soul survivor
2006-06-27 18:53:45 (UTC)

relationships (written 2004)

In every relationship I get invovled in, I don't ask for
much.

all I ask is:
1- Be respected
2- Be treated well
3- Be honest
4- trustworthy
In all honesty thats what i want.
I don't care about money,sex and someone trying to buy my
love.

I just want to be happy w/ someone & in love. Enjoy being
w/ them, look forward to seeing them everyday. I just want
someone to love me for me. I don't want to change for no
one cause the don't approve of my lifestyle or my firneds
and my priorities. I don't want to be judged.
I want someone to love me jus as much as i love him.w/
eveything that has happened this year.
I believe God has a plan for me, about love,life in
general. I know when i'm ready to have a relationship & be
in love i'll know.

I'm not afraid to be alone. It's just that ive always had
someone around. Even before I met Kale I was single for a
bit N sum, So I can be single for a while, my family and
friends, i couldn't ask for anything else in this world.

Ive gotten more wiser about relationships and i've came to
a conclusion.

What guy would not fall in love with me?
In my view , guys who take advantage of a women who gives
her heart out freely & they don't cherish nor take care or
it.

My heart is precious:
Its all abouy realizing how valuable you are. I have
learned that this past year. I have learned that my heart
is tauck deep in my chest for a reason & also know that i
should never let anyone take it out and throw around. Its
hard not to be like "what mine is yours"
I realize when you first get together w/ someone who's
really amazing, i'm not going too be guarded cause who
likes somone closed off.
I realize a guy who gets your heart too easily wont take
good care of it and cherish it the way he should.

*My heart doesn't come cheap*

Love can trick you:
Time is the only bway to tell who a person really is. when
you know your heart is valuable, you don't give just
anyone.
You wait to see if they deserve it I know they will be
times where he-so-great blinders your wearing keeps you
from seeing the signs that he's not worthy

Relationships takes two:
I can only control my actions no one elses. Most
importantly relationships takes two people. If somone
breaks up with me I have no control over what the other
person is thinking.
All i can do is keep my ears open try to be sure if he
wants to be w/ me.

Love and the pain of breaking up is an exercise for my
heart. The pain is tough, true, but is only means your
heart is getting stronger.

One thing i know for the future NEVER change for no one.
Just cause I had to change for kale. He expected alot of
me.
W/ relationships comes experience "Kale was with Linda for
7 years" I was with him for a short while. In a short
while i learned things about someone that i couln't handle
at that time.
But if i met him and dated i think things would be better.
Kale was my first serious relationship, & first love.




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