Aa-chan

Diary of a Deranged Fangirl
2006-06-26 12:22:04 (UTC)

Bondage.com Lurking...

Yesterday for a chuckle I decided to take a quick peek on
bondage.com just to see what was going around. I quite
honestly hadn't been on that website since the great Frank
debacle of 2004. After that incident I decided to stop
hanging out on there because both the men I'd met on there
weren't exactly the best (to put it mildly). Plus,
ironically enough alt.com (the other bondage website) was
actually offering me a more stable class of guy. For
awhile they were kinda iffy to, but they managed to come up.

In fact that's how I met Tony and I was with him for nearly
a year. In fact I'd probably still be with Tony if he
hadn't have moved to Canada.

But anyway, I went on a quickly lurking spree on bondage
and really it's pretty much the same as it always has been,
so I didn't feel like I missed much, which is good. Would
I ever actively post or put up a new profile for them?
No. I'm happy with things being uncomplicated and if I
ever (Actively) rejoined that things would get mega
complicated again. I think I've made one or two enemies
(both of which are my ex's I met through there) so it's
best to let sleeping dogs lie.

And really, I'm not complaining about bondage.com; when the
ex ended the relationship, he went in my bondage.com
account and started screwing with my profile, and the
administrators were nice enough to remove that profile
before he could do serious damage to it or my good name.
So I am really mega grateful to them for that and I would
never have anything bad to say about the administrators.

So as I sit here and type this I'm thinking if I miss any
of that going on bondage websites? My current bondage.com
account is pretty much defunct and my profile on alt.com
has been turned off since November.

Side Note:

Tim asked me if I could turn it back on and ask for another
woman and that pretty much isn't going to happen. I did my
time in bisexual purgatory and while it was fun, I realize
that I'm not really bisexual. I sorta like kissing girls,
I sorta feeling them up, I sorta like peeking into
cleavage, and maybe if I'm in the mood I sorta like doing
them with a strap-on, but as for female oral sex... Oh I'm
seriously not interested. Like Margret Cho said, that's
something you really need a wet nap for. And it's not
really a taste I prefer.

So point blank I'm mostly heterosexual. Like 90% hetero
and 10% bi.

But anyway, my alt account has been out of commission since
November and I have no intention of reactivating it anytime
soon. I think what happened was I grew out of my bondage
phase.

I still like being spanked, in fact the last time I had sex
the guy spanked me out of nowhere and I loved it. But
anyway, I still like being told what to do sexually, but I
don't have that desire for pain like I use to have. And I
certainly don't have a desire to be "collared" anymore. I
guess it had to happen eventually.

The last person I was collared to was Tony and he was the
best and I guess that's a good way to end my career as a
fulltime submissive.

Woo-hoo: Lurking around old haunts... Takes me back to a
very odd time in my life, but at least I can say it was fun
(or something) while it was happening.

Barf: Nanimonai

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Orrery Akio battle song from Shoujo Kakumei Utena.




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