bluemoon

The crazy world of me
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2006-06-25 16:55:50 (UTC)

people are crazy

SO I GOT AN EMAIL FROM RICKY ON HERE SAYING THAT HE THINKS
SOMEONE GOT INTO HIS E-MAIL AND READ MY JOURNAL. BIG DEAL I
DONT CARE, WHOEVER WANTS TO READ IT CAN. BUT NOW HE IS
HAVING PROBLEMS WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND ABOUT IT ALL BECAUSE OF
WHAT I SAY ABOUT HIM IN IT. WELL TO BAD I HAVEN'T EVEN
WROTE IN HERE FOR A LONG TIME SINCE LIKE SEPTEMBER OF LAST
YEAR. THAT WAS ALMOST A YEAR AGO. AND I DONT COMPLETELY
FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT THINGS LIKE I USE TO. I THINK NOW
IF I WERE TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM IT WOULD STILL BE GOOD BUT
THERE WOULD BE NO EMOTIONAL FEELINGS ANYMORE. I MEAN I
STILL LOVE THE BOY AND ALL BUT JUST NOT LIKE THAT. I'M NOT
GOING TO LIE I THINK ABOUT HAVING SEX WITH HIM STILL
SOMETIMES BUT HIM AND I JUST AREN'T LIKE THAT ANYMORE. I
CANT EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME IT WAS THAT HIM AND I HAD
SEX SINCE ITS BEEN SO LONG. BUT I AM TALKING ACTUAL
INTERCOURSE. ANYWAY SO HE SAID IF I WASN'T GOING TO USE IT
ANYMORE THEN I MIGHTEST WELL DELETE MY JOURNAL. UMMM....
LET ME THINK NO!!!!! I MIGHT NOT WRITE IN HERE SO MUCH
ANYMORE BUT IT JUST I HAVE BEEN HAVING SOME PRETTY GOOD
TIMES. WELL I TAKE THAT BACK. SO YOU KNOW THAT GOOD JOB I
GOT WITH THE REALLY GOOD BENEFITS YEAH GOT FIRED. THEY
PULLED A RANDOM ON ME AND I WAS SCREWED. I WAS FREAKING
OUT FOR A MINUTE BUT THE LIKE A WEEK OR TWO LATER I GOT
THIS JOB WITH THE IRS AS A TEMP. THEN WHEN THAT WAS OVER A
FEW WEEKS LATER I GOT MY JOB NOW. ITS NOT FULL TIME YET
BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT IS BY FAR ONE OF MY FAVORITE JOBS THAT
I HAVE HAD. SO I WASN'T TO HAPPY I WAS BEING FIRED THEN
BECAUSE I HAD ALL THESE DOCTOR BILLS AND ALL THIS CRAP FROM
BEING IN A CAR ACCIDENT WITH JAKE BUT IT ALL WORKED OUT.
AND HERE I AM TODAY AND COMPLETELY HAPPY. WELL MINUS THE
FACT THAT MY SISTER N LAW IS MOVING BACK IN WITH ME AND HER
KIDS BUT IT MIGHT NOT BE THAT BAD. JAKE MOVED OUT SO I AM
OVER THERE A LOT ANYWAY AND HE IS GIVING ME A KEY IN CASE I
EVER NEED TO GET AWAY. BUT THE KIDS ARE A LOT OLDER NOW
THAT IT MIGHT BE DIFFERENT FROM LAST TIME WHEN CHANEY WAS A
BABY. I SURE HOPE SO. WELL I AM GOING TO GO BECAUSE I
TOLD JAKE I WOULD COME OVER. I WENT TO PRIDE WITH JAKE AND
KEITH TO SUPPORT MY HOMO FRIENDS AND JAKE SPRAIND HIS ANKLE
REALLY BAD. IT WAS PRETTY FUNNY BUT I FEEL BAD FOR HIM.
PEACE. TALK WITH U SOON HOPEFULLY


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