slave jess

Journal of Joels slave
2006-05-25 17:00:51 (UTC)

sub diary 24-05-06

greetings Master,

with Your permission i have gone private for a little while.
i dont have a problem with any readers. it is just that i
want some privacy right now. You understand this and i am
very grateful for that.

even though i was feeling terrible, Wwe managed to chat and
i also chatted with 'p'. Wwe discussed the essay i was
writing and i asked You if You would be able to help me
with some clearer thoughts. You tried but with my other
problems on my mind right now, my thoughts grew more
clouded. 'p' felt bad because she thought she had caused me
more anguish but it wasnt her...i was frustrated that i
couldnt get words down on paper about my true feelings. i
sent 'p' the copy of the draft i had written.

both 'p' and i took the blame and You commented how similar
we are.

i love You Master
slave jessica {MJ}




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