ish

ish
2006-05-16 18:01:04 (UTC)

residual pain ............

heavy heart....how long will you weep for serinity's
kiss.......

heavy heart...how do you keep from offense to those you
love....

heavy heart.....why willing to surround so despartly in
agonies touch......

is there true reason.....the body host mimics what should
be....but gets it wrong.......

the ever flowing ebb of imbalance........hanging so
despartly to something unseen....unkept....unclear....

i release you into oblivian.....you are not my
pain......only a reflection of else......inflicted on
misunderstanding of true self....

the choice, no longer the illusion of time.....

i surrender any fight......let lose of me...i feel
you....complete...............

torment me ......and i shall keep steady .......pound me
into dust.......i will still exsist as sands beneath your
feet...........

why do you weep......is that which we recieve...that of
what is placed.,..........in defense to find meaning to
misfortune....to blame but self in all actions and find
unworthy of the life gift given........

unworthy........truely????? i think not....time since my
creation ....the battle not easy.....the fight not
meek....i still live.....for what ever purpose i am to
meet....

not to make those of good creed and wonder suffer as i
have..but to help them endure a new begining of all that
is to come.....

a reasurance of joy....peace and abundence......worthy of
breath....no fault to be placed......but forgiveness asked
for all that has disgraced the human exsistance,,,no
longer faint in force......but giving in love...harmonic
indulgence............




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