CrimsonTears

Hollow Years
2006-05-14 23:20:02 (UTC)

If you love me where have you been?

It hurts when you realise how someone really feels.
I don't understand why simon brought me into all this when
he is still not over his g/f and when i never meant half
as much as she did..i mean okay i was probably for comfort
as he's been rejected and was upset but why me when he
knows id get upset and confused..i mean id finally got
over it all..and then he does that..and then when i say
that i know and understand and say im not bad and try to
eave his life he starts saying it's just cause he's ill
and that i don't care but thats lies because he wouldn't
be on here if he's not talking to comeone..plus his names
are all about her how upset and stuff he is and he hasn't
even tried to talk to me once..but i have and i get
nothing..so no more will i try i don't think he will
notice but atl;east i'm not getting let down all the
time..i really give up with him..if he can't even be my
friend and tell me the turth about how he actually feels
then i dont wanna bother anymore..i cant change the way i
feel but i can stop myself from keep gettnig hurt because
of it..does he think im stupid i can tell what he's doing..
So he can have it easy and ill just leave his life..
:( meh sorry im feeling crap
i have a politics exam tomorrow
But i talked to Kyle on the phone for ages tonight and
were going out lol until about tomrrow..it's just a stupid
thing btw lol..
but yeah i love him i really do

Have to go bye

Song : reel big fish - where have you been?
Mood : Hmm rubbish
Love : Kyle




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