blkdragon

grounded
2006-05-14 02:57:52 (UTC)

The sky is falling

5/13/2006 You know when you first wake up and roll over to
go back to sleep, then you wake up again and roll over some
more and you continue to roll over until you notice the
clock and see that it’s 9:30 in the morning; “oh shit”! I
couldn’t believe those roll-overs ate that much time, the
curtains my Sister gave me really keep the light out, I had
no idea it was that late.
I needed to do a workout, I blew yesterday’s off. First I
needed to get up and check the ceiling leak, it was pretty
steady last night, I’m hoping the roof holds out until I’m
ready to move; the next 10 weeks should be enough.
Now I’m concerned about going to see my Mother tomorrow,
it’s supposed to rain most of this week. I’m going to take
the barrel from the spare room and see how it handles the
leak that’s bound to happen tonight; I may be able to use
it in the morning, depending on how hard it rains and how
fast it fills. I really don’t want to concern myself with
this shit, don’t have many choices right now.
I bought fruit for my Mother, I’ll call and see what
dietary restrictions she has and that will determine what
else I can bring for her. I’ll probably be with her for 3
hours, depending on how hard it rains.
9:04 PM I just got off the phone with Cheetah, I miss her,
but there’s something about her that doesn’t sit well with
me. She talks about accepting everyone, yet she seems to be
climbing the stairs to rub elbows with the so-called elite,
there seems to be a conflict between how she wants to be
viewed with how she actually is. She cried at one point,
talking about her ex’s addiction to child pornography, she
also mentioned not being a girly-girl or considered sexy.
I’ll have to set her straight on the sexy issue, when I
return home tomorrow. There are very few women I know that
are as feminine as she. She always prays for me while we
talk on the phone, she loves her new job and seems to make
sure to tell me that she’s becoming financially sound.
I just got back from the Florist, got a vase of flowers and
a card for my Mother, I’ll be hitting the road early in the
morning. The woman at the flower shop and I talk when I go
there, she says she likes talking to me, she used to be a
dancer. I told her what happened to me and she told me she
wondered why she hadn’t seen me in a while, she’d wanted me
to take her to the rink with me, I wasn’t too crazy about
that idea; maybe one of these days?
While parking my car, I spotted one of my neighbors and
gave her the bubbles Toya left here; she thought I wanted
to sell them to her. After giving them to her, I told her
my name, her name is Chanel; then I entered the house. Now
I need to eat, get the stuff I’m taking ready and get to
bed.




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