Journal of Joels slave
My sweet jess we will get through this
My sweet slave jess,
I can only imagine the fears you have, but we will get
through this. I know my actions today did not help,
thought I would go into work. but this morning and very
late morning my body fought me, part was just being tired
but more too was the depression, feeling helpless, wishing
I could be there to hold you.
thought you would be sleeping in and have to start
carrying phone all the time on weekends in case you call.
I got your wonderfull letter today.
I know at times I asm not the best at things and have to
work to explain why like last night I tend to want to plan
things to much...like times we chat and talk.
I do love you for you, all of you , unconditionally.
We will be able to talk either tonight my late satnight
early sunday morning- to the next day.
I don't have to go in to work, so hopefully tonight or my
sunday during the day we can talk or chat.
know with medical stuff chatting maybe easier.
I love you very much!!!!!!!!!!