Beadgirl

I am out of ideas
2006-05-05 14:47:48 (UTC)

I just want to scream...

So, I found out today that my pay for the historic society
is not going to be what I originally thought it was,
that's probably my fault, I never ask enough questions
about this kinda shit. And then Tom tells me last night,
as we're heading up to the chiropractor that fucking Dan
fucking McKillip is actually LOWERING the pay that Stu
proposed in the pay scale reform AND he's trying to take
away their yearly cost of living increases! Meanwhile
fucking stupid Stu fucking Baird idiot has hired two new
people at $30,000 a year!!!!!!! What a bunch of bullshit
that is! It took Tom two licenses and four years to earn
$30,000, he started at $20,000, and somehow, Stu has
managed to hire two new people at $10,000 more than Tom
started, without any licensing, etc. Pretty soon, they're
going to make more than Tom, and it's so unfair I just
want to cry and hit someone (either Stu or Dan, take your
pick) and meanwhile, Jamie is all in favor of cutting the
yearly cost of living increases for their only salaried
employees! What the fuck is that about?! I want to go
into Jamie's office and scream my head off at him, but of
course, I CAN'T. It's just insane. Tom gets so fucking
stressed out at that fucking job, because half the time
Stu walks around with his head up his ass, and he was
trying to make things better for the guys, I know, but now
things are worse. And I don't have the fucking money to
print any professional fucking brochures, and I can't ask
Tom to charge it to the credit card, I just fucking can't,
because he would have a heart attack if I told him I
wanted $300 for brochures and postcards. And then I walk
into the building and there's Jim fucking Morganson, and
boy, it took everything I had not to hit him, too.

I think I'm just going to go home and cry now. Maybe I'll
vent to Mary Jane on Sunday afternoon. Or tomorrow
afternoon. Tonight I'm just gonna get drunk.




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