Torrance the Vamp

The Vamp's Mind
2006-05-03 01:42:27 (UTC)

Boredom for once

I'm bored

and it's not my usual after school bored. Like usually
after school I'll come and sit on the computer and be
bored after exhausting it and finally get up and go do my
hw and since I don't have any hw do tomorrow I don't know
what to do with myself. It's weird. And frankly I was
starting to miss this type of boredom. It's relaxing.
Especially when listening to Linkin Park's My December.

Today was a weird day. Umm had a test in English. The
essay like totally had me stumped so I think I made stuff
up and slapped it all together. So I exhausted my brain
there. Then I go and have to take a "test"/think in
Science. And like we changed seats so that I now sit
surrounded by guys. Seth, Jared, Josh, Justin. And Josh
tries but like not very hard but Justin doens't so I'm
like arg. And well neither of them are actually any good.
So I left that class all pissed which I have like not done
since like the Physics unit. And I didn't get my little
pick me up convo with smith before class. And I don't want
Ms. Fransky for Chemistry next year. I'll die. I swear.
She's evil. Then french and I didn't feel like talking so
that wan't a ton of fun. Oh yeah and I wore Jared's watch
in Science it like matched my outfit(girly thing to say
but w/e) then I wore Serge/Nik's in French. Then home. And
comp. And music. And boredom.

I need a break. Like summer. Summer needs to say and
school needs to never start again. Fantasies need to be
become real. That would solve all my problems. All the
problems that can't be solved.

I need to sleep forever. One dream. One long good dream.
Actually one long nightmare woulnd't be too horrible
either. Just sleep relax.

A waterfall somewhere. Lying on a log. The water flowing
unferneath me. My hair loose. Birds singing. Nature. It's
beautiful.

And forever beyond my grasp

Thought of the Day:

Everything escapes me sometimes by an inch but mostly by a
mile.




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