blkdragon

grounded
2006-04-27 03:47:04 (UTC)

Hello Pretty

4/26/06 Patty was at the rink when I arrived, she acted as
though she didn’t notice me, I said hello to Mike and went
to put my skates on; she got up and headed for the floor
from the rear, where I happen to sit to put my skates on.
She still acted as though she didn’t see me, I began
warming up, she made a few circuits around the rink and
then hit the center of the floor to do her spins; parallel
to me. She decided to act as though I wasn’t there, yet
make sure I could see her, she happened to be wearing jeans
tight enough to highlight her ass.
When I hit the floor, she was in front of me, I didn’t want
to continue acting as though we weren’t speaking, we’re
just not going to have meaningless conversations; as I
passed her I touched her arm. She made a sound to signify
being startled, I didn’t stop to reassure her, I was just
saying hello. I’d gotten a couple of calls while skating
and decided to leave a bit early, I’d skated hard enough to
get a decent work out, I brought my sketch pad and
Sheridan’s program to the rink. Patty decided to leave as I
had, we would not converge on the way out, I had to speak
to Sheridan about the sketch; he tried to give me a
prescription for pain meds. I told him that I wouldn’t be
able to fill the script, it would need his signature, he
said he’d fill it; I don’t see that I’ll really need it
though. I’ll keep them in the house for future reference.
Patty left without a backward glance, she’s not happy about
my decision not to be involved in her subterfuge, it’s like
I’ve left her to fend for herself and I have. She hasn’t
been the best of my friends and we haven’t had an
opportunity for me to let her know how she’s upset and hurt
me, until then, I give her a minimal amount of my time.
I left the rink and headed for the hotel Jason was being
housed in, this would be his last night as a civilian, we
shared a couple of drinks and I told him to stay strong as
I left; he thanked me for coming down and we bid each other
farewell. I’m expecting to hear from him after basic
training.
I headed home and decided I’d not get up early this
morning, I had no appointments and I wanted to sleep late.
I got up and puttered around, had to go to the store for
cigarettes and candles, returned and made French Toast for
breakfast.
I decided to call Patty today, let her know that I still
consider her a friend, that we have important discussions
pending and nothing will be right between us until then;
I’m angry with her if I don’t tell her what she’s done,
she’ll not know enough to keep from making the same mistake
twice.
I was surprised to get a call from the Doctor, I told him
that I wasn’t pleased with the level of care I was
receiving, spoke about the need for pain management and his
ignorance of my need; he asked for the number of the
pharmacy and phoned in the prescription. Apparently he
didn’t want to lose a patient and he was on the verge of
doing just that. I’d been receiving calls from his
secretary and really didn’t expect to be getting a personal
call from him.
Charles came by with a pregnant girl name Darlene, she’s
the Niece of Kathy’s best friend, he’s apparently made a
move on her; she put him in his place. She mentioned it
while in my home, Charles has no self respect, that he
would do such a thing to the girlfriend of someone he
knows; or a girl that he’s almost related to. She knew that
I’d thought that they were intimate and immediately put
their relationship in perspective, I’m still not sure
Charles got it, she’s the reason he came by today; for that
I’m thankful.
I just got off the phone with Pretty, the most pleasant
surprise of my day, we always talk about so much; she let
me know where she is in her personal development. She
wanted to know where she is in my life, I told her that I
could never see a time when she wasn’t in my life, and I’d
love to hear her blow a saxophone and told her so. I’d love
to see her after she graduates from her program, from
college; basically I’d just love to see her. I’m going to
be putting music together for her this week.
Ironically, Pretty’s been thinking about me and I’d
certainly been thinking about her, her calling me was a
Godsend. I’m going to have to look into how I’m able to tap
into such things, I was also thinking about Charles before
he came to the house, this kind of thing is becoming too
much of a coincidence to be coincidental.
I was watching Kung Fu Hustle today, funny as hell, laughed
out loud and thoroughly enjoyed the special effects. I’d
only gotten half of the movie and had to download the other
half, I’m going to get something to eat and finish watching
it, then it’s off to bed; I’ll be up early for my work out.




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