supergoddess

This diary is my kief,hashish,&opium pip
2006-04-18 20:52:09 (UTC)

I FUCKING HATE GUYS

NOTHING HAPPENED


AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I FUCKING FELL FOR THIS AGAIN.

THAT WHOLE "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL" "YOU'RE PERFECT" "I WANT
YOU" ACT.


I CAN'T BELIEVE I FUCKING FELL FOR IT AGAIN. I'M BLUSHING
LIKE CRAZY AND I WANT TO SCREAM AND I WANT TO DIE. HOW
MANY FUCKING TIMES AM I GOING TO GET HURT BEFORE I REALIZE
NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE ME?


I JUST WANT IT ALL TO FUCKING END. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE
ANYTHING TO DO WITH A GUY EVER AGAIN. I AM SERIOUSLY
QUITTING RIGHT NOW.


I'm always thinking "Oh. He'll be different".

They're all the fucking same.


WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?

This is the last thing I fucking needed. I could've
fucking dealt with rejection and he had to go fucking
throw it in my face.


I swear to fucking god.


I can't take this anymore. This same situation, over and
over and over again.


Why does everyone fucking rebound off me?

Why aren't I used to this yet?


I tried to throw up but the only thing I ate today was
M&Ms and it's hard to throw them up because they're all
dissolved which FUCKING SUCKS.

GOD FUASKJDASDKLAJSD

KILL ME NOW




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