slave jess

Journal of Joels slave
2006-04-06 22:02:12 (UTC)

sub diary 05-04-06

greetings,

i have been spending time with family this week. i go home
in the evenings. i need to go back to my own place. it
seems like such a long time since i have had contact with
Master but it was only yesterday. He reminded me of
something that is important to Uus both.

in the evenings i do my rituals. i also put some words down
into a journal. these worda are just that....words. not
sentences but words or short phrases. when i look back on
them they can show me many things. i took this book with me
to counselling. it shows anger and it shows joy.

right now i feel lost and empty. there was something that
happened this week that made me feel this way. with
Masters & my counsellors help i am sure i will ride through
it. now back to what Master reminded me of...

last week when Wwe had the session, it was basically a
punishment & pain session to try to clear my foggy
thoughts... i still owe Master a more pleasurable and
sexual seesion. i had wished to complete this, this week
but with other things happening i was unable to do it. the
week end is almost on us again and these are times that the
households fill with others...so privacy is very minimal.

next week maybe now.

love
slave jess {MJ}




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