Firestorm

Firestorm
2006-03-25 21:28:44 (UTC)

Life is like a roller coaster

Stupid title I know. But I honestly couldn't think of a
better title. So much has seemed to happen in just one week.
My mom is back home. In fact, it is surprising to wake up or
come home from classes and see her sitting in the living
room. She was somewhat depressed last night and crying about
things I won't dare mention on here. In a way she was
blaming herself for something that happened to my
grandmother (my dad's mother.) a long time ago, and I told
her it wasn't her fault. I think and hope she realizes that
now.

I had gotten sick a few days before, and now I'm battling a
severe cough and a sore throat. I've been drinking green tea
like it's going out of style and taking Nyquil on a regular
basis. No wonder I've been sleeping so much. My throat feels
dry and that's annoying.

My younger sister is moving back to town and currently she's
going to stay with our dad. Mom and I don't have room here
as she has three kids, and we have only one bedroom here.
Mom is working on helping her to gather the money to pay for
an apartment of her own.

I'm on easter vacation and so far I'm enjoying it. I should
be taking the time to study, and I will. I hope. Last night
my computer screwed up on me again. At least this time I
have a better idea of what is wrong with it. Apparently I
have a bad driver. Now if I could just tell what driver it
was, I'd be further ahead. So last night when the computer
refused to work for a while, I shut it off, and actually
studied math. And if you know me quite well, you would be
thinking: Okay, who are you and what have you done to my
friend? I hate math with a passion. But I was actually
getting most of them right. I need to thank God for
answering my prayers to help me understand the concept of
most of it, and I need to thank Lulu, my friend Cleo's
friend for tutoring me.

I'm doing my best to accept this house more and more as I
can. I think what's helping me is that I'm imagining it's a
cabin. Supposedly this summer the landlord is going to try
to work on this house when he can. We're suppose to get
wooden floors, (bye bye carpets!) and a new furnace, and a
new counter top. Hopefully, if this happens, I won't sneeze
so much. Dust and dustmites like to burrow mostly in carpets
from what I can tell.

Currently, I'm worried about another friend of mine. He's
depressed and I'm not sure what I can do to help, except be
there for him. I dare not pressure him into anything. Then
again, sometimes I wonder if I'm a good friend. I have a
tendency to say the wrong things when I'm upset, something I
don't mean to do. I have to learn how to work on that. I
know he'll pull through though. He's strong.

I hope this computer keeps working the way it's suppose to.
There are things I want to do. I updated my Ronin Warrior
site and would like to update my other sites. Whenever that
may be. Time will tell I guess.




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