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The Adventures of Jules Santana
2006-03-24 15:00:06 (UTC)

Friday-Not too Hungover

Ok, so Orlando and I did kill the entire bottle of Bacardi
last night, and it was bacardi gold, so I was very lit up.
Had a great time though, but now it's Friday and I find
myself back here at this damn job. This week has been a
struggle for me and I'm just glad that it's finally coming
down to an end. Now I was going to talk about it being
Friday and me going out to lunch with some co-workers for
our staff meeting, but right now what's on my mind is
Luke. You know, Luke cracks me up sometimes. I have this
issue that he tends to always want to do stuff and then
will go and do it with someone else sometimes. Of course
we're back on the whole Chris thing. So Luke and I are
supposed to hang out tomorrow, so I'm looking for stuff for
us to do. Once again he and Chris are supposed to hang out
on Sunday, but we'll see if that actually happens. Anyway,
he still never saw that Body Works exhibit at the museum,
so I figured that's what we could do tomorrow, until he
lets me know that he's planning on seeing it with Chris on
Sunday. Now I'm not feeling some type of way b/c of him
planning on seeing with him, I'm feeling this way b/c he
makes these elaborate plans with someone who is fucked up,
who causes him stress and bullshit and then cancels at the
last minute. I mean it's his friend, so he can do whatever
he wants, but you know what, that's fine. I mean, I'm sure
he'll have an issue when I go to see Janet Jackson with
Orlando and not him. I mean shit, this is me and Orlando's
thing and we're going to go see it and that'll be that. So
I just wonder about Luke sometimes. Like he seems so weak
at times that I just can't take it. Not that I want
someone who challenges me all the time, but I feel like
sometimes he just allows other people to control his life
or his decisions and shit. How about the other day I'm on
the phone with him as he's coming back to his place from
getting food from Burger King and I hear that bitch of a
roomate say to him in the background "let me smell your
breath". Are you fucking kidding me??!! I mean shit, does
she think he went to get a whopper, fries and like 5 shots
of vodka??!! What a dumb bitch, but when I ask Luke why he
is dealing with that shit from her, his excuse is "she said
she didn't want me drinking around her and I've gone
against my word before, so I can understand where she's
coming from sometimes"!!!!!! Bullshit again. (AT this
rate, I'm about to change the title of this entry to
bullshit...lol) But either way, my new goal is to not let
shit get to me, and learn to not give a fuck unless it's
major. So I just told Luke that he just needs to let me
know about his plans w/ Chris b/c I've wanted to see this
exhibit and this way I can make plans to go see it at night
sometime this week w/ Beth or Wanda or something. And that
was the end of the email. I think that goes just fine.
Anyway, I've definitely killed a lot of time with this
entry, so let me go back to pretending to work. LOL.




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