My Ruined Reputation
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2006-03-17 03:42:56 (UTC)

Arise My Shining Sun

I don't really have anything to write about, which is a
first. I'm actually happy. I don't know why, but I'm not
complaining haha. I'm really excited about next week when
Jacob comes to Fallbrook. I haven't seen him in soo long
it seems like forever. I miss him so much. I'm just hoping
things will be the same as they were last time I saw him.
I don't want to be anything more than friends with
him...And then around my birthday he told me he still
liked me, and he regrets breaking up with me and blah blah
blah, all that jazz. He's my best guy friend. That's just
all there is to it. I can't think of him in any other way
anymore. It's just weird. It'd be like thinking your
brother was hott or something. It's just...no x.x Ehh I
dunno. I'm just glad that I'm gonna get to see him. WEE!