ErykahKayne

My Daily Bread
2006-03-01 21:20:59 (UTC)

85 degrees

yesterday it was 76degrees. it was so pretty..me and
Blaccie went out for a minute since it was his first off
day in a long time. Today it's 85 so i'ma the chilluns to
the park i guess. if i dont' change my mind. Or maybe i'll
just put a blanket out and some toys and that a' be that.
Anyway, Blaccie found him an apartment. he should be
moving in next week sometime..or the week after. he pays
his deposit and stuff on Friday. I cant' believe it. i
mean, last year we were doing this together and now he's
just moving on out without me. i felt kinda sad. But,
tha's life. nothing stays the same. i'm proud of him
though..that's what's really good. My baby is doing what
he's supposed to. Now on to me, um...about the bank. they
still haven't called so after today i have to say..i'm
just going to not even worry about it. i was semi
depressed yesterday..but today is a new day and what the
lord has for me is for me. I'll just keep trying. Lord
knows i cant' stay at WIS for too much longer. I'm
supposed to be going to Ohio sometime this month. we'll
see what happens with that. i don't mind going, and i want
to, but i ain't finna be babysitting makayla while lisa
AND kevin (makayla's dad), AND q'tera go to NY. wtf?
that's her dad why can't he watch her. i know that's the
only reason she was trying to get me and ma to come up
there. now ma said she can't go, and i ain't trying to be
babysitting. nope...that's really how i feel about that
shit. she must've bumped her head. Anyway, it's almost
12oclocc and i need to be trying to get me some
trees..i'ma wait til 12 to call anybody though, or go
around the corner. speaking of, today i took Blaccie to
work right? he is so ungrateful..instead of him being glad
that i'm not acting shitty with the car, and saying "find
u another ride" he wanna be attitudish talkin bout "i
don't know why u gotta escort me like i'ma criminal or
something" i was so mad! he should be glad that i'm even
going out my way to do the shit..and not only that, when
he's at work i'm left without the car for hours..what if
something happens? shit, what if i wanna go somewhere? i
swear mayne, niggas make me so sicc sometimes. i could
just be like "don't drive my car, AND i'm not taking u"
like i did when he had to go to school..but i'm not being
like that..and he wanna try to talk slicc. ugh..i swear he
makes me so sicc sometimes.




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