NJ

Deception♥
2006-03-01 02:16:44 (UTC)

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Well...
He penetrated me, it hurt, but we stopped because it was too
stressful. Not neccesarily too painful, but too much of a
risk of getting caught. Neither of us count that as sex.
It was an attempt. But not sex.
I am still a virgin.
On Sunday (today is Tuesday) we are probably trying again.
Now that I am not as afraid. It'll probably be easier.
But I'm happy that I didnt chicken out this time.

I really feel like typing right now, lol. What can I
possibly talk about though? What is going on in my life?
Well tommorow I am getting what I think is birth control, my
mom calls it "cramp medicine". But yea.

CAPT testing is next week.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

-Nj


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