The First Tear

TEars: Good and Bad
2006-02-24 05:00:00 (UTC)

Smoke Break

Dear Diary

Damn...it's been an interesting day and week even. I
skipped Monday and spent the day with Cody. Bad me!!! OH
well. It was a good day. Then I had to go back to school
and that sucked!!

Over the weekend, Cody tried his first black and mild. Now
he likes them and want to smoke them. Dammit! What have I
done? Curse, I'm such a hypocrit. I just smoked a
cigarette. I needed it. I'm so stressed over this math
shit! I feel like I can't breathe when I think of it.
Anxiety attack over this shit...how stupid is that. Oh
well. I dont' think the cigarettes help any. I don't feel
any different. Should I? I think I should but I don't.

So, tomorrow is Friday and it will be a good day I'm gonna
go try to get on birth control. Yay rah!!! So excited! I
know I'm stupid but I want Cody to cum in me and he wants
to as well so...we're gonna get on birth control. Woohoo!
I'm actually excited I just want the pap smear thingy.
That shit is gonna hurt. Ouchy!

Well, I figured I'd update. I do most of my random
updaintg in my blog thingy on myspace. Yay rah. lol. I'm
outtie now.

Love ya lots
Ashley




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