Jules420

The Adventures of Jules Santana
2006-02-22 19:56:01 (UTC)

Introspective

Ok, so I totally do disrespect and have no respect for
Orlando, and I totally got called on it. And you know
what, I'm man enough to admit it. I mean I don't respect
him b/c he couldn't ever get a job, b/c all he does is
drink and deflect problems and never assume resposibility
for his own actions. I'm not sure of how or what I'm going
to do to change this aspect, but it really isn't right and
I would honestly say he has a right to be upset. Well
that's all of my internal issues to resolve. LOL. See is
that disrespectful that I'm just blowing it off that
quickly? I'd say no, I just have better things to deal and
dedicate my time to doing, like getting ready to get the
hell up out of here and going to see Luke tonight and drink
and smoke and fuck our asses off. I am so excited to go to
Atlantic City too. So anyway, I think Orlando isn't
talking to me anymore, which I feel weird about b/c it's
such a change of roles here. But here's my question....why
am I not upset and kind of looking forward to not seeing
him or communication with him. And....why did he tell me
to call him later and I've already decided I'm not calling
one fucking person and the only way we're going to
communicate is when he calls me...if he does. Weird, but
funny. No lost sleep here!!!! LOL.




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