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2006-02-14 00:24:40 (UTC)

I'm not the one

So I've decided to start up my diary again. I need to get
some thoughts out.
Ok, so Saturday was the worst day of my life. When Josh
said that he wanted to break up, I think my heart broke.
Even though we didnt end up breaking up, I still feel
different. I have this knot in my stomach, it has been
there since Saturday. I don't know, I've never felt like
this before. I feel like a part of me is missing. Ya know
that weird tingly sensation you get right before you start
to cry, its like that feeling is permanently glued. I am
so in love with him though, that hasnt changed. But does
he really love me? I'm so worried now. I don't want to go
on without him.
Tommorow is Valentine's Day, woo hoo. Issue 2 of my
tabloid B.S. Weekly is released...yay. But all I can think
about is this whole thing with Josh. And I wont stop
thinking about it until I know that we are ok.

That's all for today.


(My entry titles are going to be the current song I'm
listening to while writing)