Lost_cold_alone

Flying on broken wings
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2006-02-09 23:07:17 (UTC)

pools of endless darkness

Dear diary,

In such a short time things have gone from going up hill,
to down hill. *sigh* let me explain...

My mother and father finally broke apart, and now father
lives in an apartment. I thought that would make everyone
happy, and things would be alright. Though they didn't...
things just got worse. Mother became depressed, and took
it out on us. Father became more social, and Mother became
a teen that wanted to work and live more of her life
freely.

Then the issue of mother not having enough money to help
pay for the house. Also now, I just found out that we are
going to be losing that house...mum doesn't even know
where we would live... I dont want to move again... this
just isn't fair anymore. I wish that I could move out...
send my paycheck to mum.. and not have to worry... as an
image from the "Glass m-" something... the firescape is
alright there... but If I can make it down there will be
the challenge... for if I go down.. I wont be able to come
back up again.

There was one good thing.. I found a girl, her name is
Risa, and she cosplayed as Tohma at the Ushi-con that I
went to. She is so sweet, and so kind... I think she is
the only good thing to happen to me here...

Then just yesterday I got hit by a red truck. It came
right up behind me and smashed up into me. The back of my
car is out.. I don't have any lights, and the back wont
close or open... I am just glad there was no one else in
the car. I was shaking so much, I just wish that he had
stopped. Though no, he just hit me, and drove off.

-Amy

-5:06pm --Thursday, February 9th, 2006.


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