slave jess

Journal of Joels slave
2006-02-09 11:31:10 (UTC)

sub diary 08-02-06

greetings

i am still riding the wave that Master left me with last
night. today i just seemed to be floating on air. i paged
Master and i chatted with Him. i love my Master so very
much. i know i sound all mushy right now but that is what
love will do to you.

work is going well but i do feel bogged under at times.
there is so much to do with little time until i need time
off once again for surgery. i still have a job but it all
depends on how well the surgery goes. if there are
complications then i may need more time off and i feel this
wont be fair on my employer. i have discussed this with
them already and they have stressed not to worry until it
happens. i wish it was that easy. they have a replacement
manager coming for the week. she wants to move up this way
so i am really thinking about my future. they know that as
soon as i am healthy then i shall be going to take 3 months
off to visit Master. they agreed to this but now i think
maybe i should do the decent thing and resign before my
surgery. just thoughts for now.

i had some good news recently. my aunt is a little better.
some of her cancers have shrunk but there is a new one.
she looks the best she has looked in ages. she is happier
and i think your mental health has alot to do with your
physical health. on sadder note my mothers uncle by
marriage has also been diagosed with throat cancer. it is
of an unknown origin. he used to work in the uranium mines
down south about 7 years ago. he feels this is linked. i
am not that close to him but i hate hearing of others
misfortune. i may visit him...cant decide yet.

i am enjoying staying in the hostel. people are a little
more friendly now. i helped my new friend with a report
she is doing. i am happy it is her and not me. :) she is a
lovely girl. so sweet. always smiling. so it is pure
pleasure to serve her.

i love You Master
love
slave jessica {MJ}




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