Lizzie182

Unseen Scars..
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2006-01-29 01:46:39 (UTC)

- All The Best Deceptions Awards Go To You -

" but its complicated and i'm not sure i trust her around
other girls"

See. Even then i said it. I knew it. So last week i find
out she's kissed Danni. And when i say found out, i mean a
saw a fucking picture of them two which Danni decided to
put just where she knew i'd see it. Thanks love. I don't
like that girl.. Well no, i don't like her involvement with
my girlfriend. Right now i seem like the most jealous cow
in the world, and maybe i am. But they're both w'hey too
close for comfort. I want to say I trust Clo {the gf}
completely.. want to. I most definitely don't trust Danni
though.. Clo's got someone else to focus her attention on
and Danni doesn't like it one bit. Infact she hates it. And
resorting to kissing Clo shows just how far enough she's
willing to go to get it back..

The most annoying thing is here i'm not apparently allowed
to be mad about this. Because Danni's 'just a friend' and
they were drunk and messing around.. as you do.No. As THEY
do. 'Getting wasted' isn't really my thang. "Hey look i
can't even stand up, and now i've thrown up all over
myself.. aren't i so cool" *raises eyebrow* infact i
despite it. If other people want to do it, thats their
choice, just don't expect me to like you for it. Don't get
me wrong, i drink.. i can just always remember my name at
the end of the night.. Danni and 'the crew' including Clo
however, seem to be up on the whole 'wreckhead' thing.
*rolls eyes* thing is.. I like Clo without Danni.. i like
Clo when she's herself and not pretending.. maybe its with
her friends being older than her maybe she feels she's got
something to prove.. i don't know.

I've completely drifted now, i was ranting about this kiss
wasn't i! lol well yeah, i hate that Danni kissed my
girlfriend, i hate even more so that my girlfriend kissed
her back.. but mostly i hate the way that my girlfriend
didn't even think it was a big deal. She wouldn't have told
me if i hadn't seen the picture, and even after i had she
just carried on joking about it thinking it wouldn't bother
me.. which.. sorry, but.. OF COURSE IT FRICKEN DOES!
clearly a second thought wasn't even spared for me during
or after the kiss, pfft. I'm so so angry at her. I ignored
her straight out for 3 days but she's annoyingly good at
the hurt routine" says its killing her that we're not
speaking so i give in. She doesn't seem to realise that
seeing her with Danni everyday is killing me. I just don't
think i can trust her anymore..


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