Joronas Temnra

Words..
2006-01-19 01:23:15 (UTC)

Watching

Ever stand there, watching yourself do something stupid?
Watching yourself lose control of your temper, knowing it's
the wrong thing, the wrong time, everything, but saying
things anyway?

Story of my life. Someone who wants me to lose control, but
when I almost entirely have, she walks away. I'll apologize.
But nothing will change.. and at some point down the road,
she will take the same button she pushed, and jump on it again.

Maybe that time that comes, I won't lose my temper. Who
knows? That won't stop the fight.

So now I sit here, listening to a song on repeat.. and all I
can think is that I'm alone. Completely alone, instead of
just half-alone.