Withered Rose

...Ashes, ashes, they all fall DOWN...
2006-01-18 23:39:36 (UTC)

I Have Lost You.

I remember.
I remember
When you wrote,
"Love Forever."

You never were
much for the truth,
Were you?

& Yet I love you.
Though I feel I am
Truly nothing to you now.

You aren't willing to tell me,
If you even care about me any longer.
I know you are scared, but what is so hard
About saying, 'I still care about you,
I still think of you, you haven't vanished from my mind?'

I am dreading the day
It comes down to "I Hate You."
No, not from my mouth, from yours.

I remember.
I remember
When, that one day,
You were undoubtedly happy.
I miss that day; I miss that (rare) smile.

I miss the days
The days you loved me.
I miss the days
The days I knew you cared.
I miss the days
The days when I could feel what you feel.

& I... I never really knew you, did I?
If only I could scare your fears away.
If only you hadn't lied all those times.

Is it too late now?
I ask for your forgiveness
Whether it was your fault or mine
& I do remember, I remember
when I said if anything goes wrong
That it would be all my fault.
So I apologize for not being bright enough.
(For losing my shine?)

©
...withered..rose...




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