Angel

DayDream Believer
2006-01-17 18:24:34 (UTC)

Hopes of a new year

I hope that S* will call me agen this year. I hope I will
create a home for my self this year. I hope to figure out
things with my education this year. And that i stop
puniching myself for everymistake Ive done.

Sattuday I went to a pre-party at a friend at Natalie, we
had much fun (and alcohol before going out) In town I
wanted to go to the club I meet S* months ago, its a cool
club (and who knows, he might be there)I have not been
there since that time.
We went and there was not many people there, we where a
bit early, everyone from he pre party was there, they had
not been there before. So Natalie wanted to go to this
othe place, more like a bar with dancing, this place was
where I thought S* used to go, and where he went the night
he called me, (I had nohng to do with chocing this place,
it was all on Natalie, but okey with me)afther some
dancing here we went back and this time it was crowded!
One of the most crowded place I`ve ever been on. But I
didnt see him anywhere. It was a fun night out thouh, I
hope to go out agen. Tommy refuse to go out, and I feel so
bad leaving him.
I understand partly why he wont go out and respect that,
but I should not feel so quilty for leaving him at home
when its his choice.




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