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Jenn
2006-01-10 04:56:56 (UTC)

Birthday Surprise:)

so that made for an interesting night. my mom promised me
she would never invite my dad here again, nor is he ever
allowed to come here. enough pain in this family as it is.

dad shows up unexpectadly. Am I being selfish? its my
birthday dinner, and I never invited him, and I don't want
him here at all. Nope, i never wanna see him again if you
ask me. And all my friends forcing me apon him is makign
me more pissed then ever. They need to keep their nose in
their own fucking busines. Leave it to me ok? My dad is my
problem, I am entitled to my opinion, as are you, but when
all your going do is bash me, then stay outta it. The
whole 5 minutes he was here to wish me a happy birthday, i
never looked at him, instead I stared off in the distance,
and when it came to departure, I was up in my room,
blaring my tv so i couldnt hear anything. Breagh was over,
sorry breagh...You didn't desearve to hear and witness all
of that family crap.... Not many people get the luxurary,
I'm tired of people feeling sorry for me.

tell me if this is ridiculous of my mom

she wants my dad to pay support for me...and garrett.
Except he claims he doesn't have enough money. (In the
meantime...he shows up with a new diamond ring... going on
a trip somewhere....got a new big screen tv) Yeah sure
doesnt have enough money to pay for his kids hey!. OH
and... as well, I find otu tonight that he didn't give her
equally half for the house, he gave her 10,000 less then
she should have had. Right awesome, he continues to pay 200
$ for me a month, when he should pay 500. And then on top
of garrett too. Nope nothing for him. Brother makes a huge
deal outta how we shouldnt care, and that garrett will pay
money to live here. All rubbish if you ask me. Stupid
Stupid Rubish! Garrett mom aint going take your money,
seriously...so accept the fact shes a little pissed at
dad? Instead, he goes about supporting him, as does
chelsea, then they both leave. garrett on a swearing
rampage. and chelsea crying. Richard, nevertheless, gave
my mom a hug and told her he loved her. And later "Jenn
why dont my own fucking kids do that,...throwing things"..
I couldn't give her an answer.

I wanna turn to my siblings and call them hypocrites. They
tell me I need to face up to my problems with my dad, and
grow up. Well basically they proved to me tongiht they are
nothing but children. Grow up seriously.

Justin, thanks for listening to me crrrry!!

xoxox




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