NotSoSadSadie

The Laughter Inside My Mind
2006-01-04 01:12:44 (UTC)

Day 2..ALMOST Cheated

Today started off bad,Like a tard i woke up and started
drinking coffee,which curbed my appetite imensly,therefore
forgoing any breakfast or lunch(not very good to do to
one's self)did all my errands on an empty belly..I then
went to my best friends house for awhile and wouldn't ya
know it..ALL over her kitchen were doughnut holes,all
different kinds of pasteries,and of course my mouth started
to water and the belly started to growl and she offers me
some,so instead of saying no,i just went and drank a big
glass of water and yet another cup of coffee,but needless
to say.i'm very proud of myself for not giving in to
temptation..still yet to eat my children and i went grocery
shopping(not a very good thing to do when you're
starving),but i did well,i let the boys pick out their
foods and i picked out lean cusinsine(spelling error)
meals,celery,carrots..stuff to make ceasar salad,oatmeal
(flavored of course)after putting away the groceries,i
proceeded to make a frozen mean for myself(boy oh boy did
it ever smell great)as the boys got homeade hamburgers and
curly fries(that smell was also killing me..lol)sooo i know
for at least this first month is going to be the biggest
struggle for me,but i'm determined as all hell(dress
fitting is at the end of this month)don't want to be a
TOTAL blimp ya know...lol i'm not adding my coffee drinking
as part of my meal plan because that doesn't count,except i
do really have to watch the calorie/caffiene intake with
that...

Day 2 Meal(not very healthy)
6 Glasses of water(i hate peeing so much)
3 Tblsp of cottage cheese w/pepper
1 ceasar grilled chicken lean cusine meal

Better luck tomorrow,off to play monopoly with the boys

Much Love
*Sadie*




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