Completely Incomplete

Letting Go Is All I've Held Onto
2005-12-31 06:05:14 (UTC)

Cory..

He's most possibly the sweetest guy alive. He really truly
is. I don't know what it is about him, but he's just so
amazing.

He's sweet. He's funny. He's cool. He's strong. He's
caring. He's hilarious to be around. He's loving. He's
charming. he's just ... everything.

I'm not used to anyone being this amazing to me. It's just
not right.

Nik tells me that no one will love me like he did. But ...
Well... Just wow.

We were supposed to go to the hockey game tonight, and we
were laying on the couch together. My head was across
Cory's lap, and at one point I just thought "Fuck the
game..."

We ended up not going. But spending the whole time just
wrapped up in each other.

Let me just say some quotes here...

"ah but in my eyes you must be, for everyting you are, and
everything you are to me, there is no other exlanation,
only an angel could be as beautiful, and bring such peace
of mind to me"


"no because dustin doesnt deserve you, and you deserve the
world but i can only offer what i have, and hope that that
is enough, and something more found me is more like it,
you amaze me in every way possible, and are everything
that i could ever hope for in a gf, and i cant belive i
found somone like you, you are incredible, and i love you
for that"


"lol im still in shock about you finding me, i didnt
belive somone as amazing as you existed in the world, in
the few days weve been going out, youve made me the
happiest most content, and lucky man alive"

", nay, im not to great, i just speak the truth as it
happens, and how i see it, and am grateful beyond belife
for the truth that is you and how angelic you are, how
beautiful you are, how cute you are, how funny you are,
and i love the fact that you are with me, and how
amazingly lucky i am to be with you"

"lol thats good to know, and ya same for me, i could
easily write a list, i would do anything for you, you are
worth the world and more to me, and ive only been going
out with you for a few days, and i know that this can only
grow stronger and time goes on, and that it will only get
better, i could lie in you arms and stare unto your
georgous eyes the whole night and love every second of
it..."


"when im holding you, it is bliss just feeling your arms
hug me back and to see you smile up at me, makes my very
soul smile back at you, just bein close to you is like a
heaven on earth, one that i still can hardly belive that i
am in "


Thats every other line between what I said. He's just so
amazing...I can't get over it. I refuse to, moi ha ha.

Anyhow, I felt like ranting on about him, and how lucky I
am. So I did. Yes!! Yess!! And THRICE YESS!!!




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