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What have you done for me lately
What have you done for me lately......
From genecanuck on 3/12/2004 9:57:45 AM
Since my recent relapse and return to the Q... yes, I am
now into my 3rd day of my new quit and have been
lurking...I started to think about what went wrong in my
There are a lot of excuses that not valid and I wont
indulge myself in a personal pity party. I believe the one
thing that led me to fall off from a solid 40 day quit was
I started to feel better and take my quit for granted. I
began to enjoy the "status" of having gotten over a month
hump. I was not in the fighting for my life mode of
thinking that I had during my first hell week, heck week
etc. I began to loose my strong motivation to avoid taking
that one puff!!
I even started to post by saying 55 of 60 days quit even
though I had reset my gadget when I had a first relapse in
January. I believe that I was beginning to embellish my
quit efforts. The reality for me IS THAT A 3 DAY QUIT IS A
3 DAY QUIT. Sure, I have learned from my past efforts, but
they do not represent my current quit efforts today. If I
embellish, THEN I AM TAKING MY QUIT FOR GRANTED.
In the words of JANET JACKSON...... WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR
It really does not matter what you have accomplished in
past quits, don’t become overconfident in your quit. You
are one puff away from a pack of smokes a day.
Thanks for hearing my rant today!!
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