slave jess

Journal of Joels slave
2005-12-20 23:35:04 (UTC)

sub diary 20-12-05

greetings,

just a short post as i dont have much time. things are not
changing. there is a powerful force out there that is
really testing both my Master and me. i need to toughen up
a little and not be a scaredy cat. i had followed Masters
orders yesterday to be prepared for a severe punishment as
well a very overdue session. i had all my toys, all my
accessories, i had several straps& belts, a length of rigid
plastic, my rod, my paddle and a wooden ruler for my
punishment. i was to use the phone in the store with a
calling card to contact Master. i was prepared even if
terrified about just how much i would take. Master had told
me He would break me only in person so that was a little
more comforting in a way. He rang me early to confirm that
all was ready to go ahead

as i was closing the store after the final customer, a
cousin arrived to talk to me about my aunt and her
deteriorating condition. i was on edge wanting to be a
support to her as well as get rid of her so i could call
Master. after a couple hours (yes i know i needed to be
more concerned about failing to show to Master) i returned
to the store with the intention of calling Master even
though i knew Master would be asleep by this time. He
answered on the second ring. He couldnt hear me and the
line dropped. i rang back but no progress. i was getting
scared being alone at the store. the lights being on so
late would also draw attention of the security guard. i
chicken out after only a few tries.

love
slave jess {MJ}




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