Mrs_Goodbar28

Lyrics of a Soul
2005-12-15 23:02:36 (UTC)

Once Again It's tha Life...yes!

I luv that song! "I don't know why I, get so high oh!" I luv hip-hop! I luv life,
now that working hard shifts while attending classes is over! Next week, I
have three more overnite shifts to get through and then it's home sweet
home for two weeks. I was strongly considering working over the break, but
I'm not so sure any more. I really need this break b/c I've literally been slaving
all semester. And I think I'll be quitting one job next semester b/c I don't
think I can afford the pay cut once I change from night to the day shift. I Just
wish I didn't have any bills to pay b/c my bank account is lookin' nice...oh
well, it's all apart of the grind!

Anyway, the great news is I had a blast last weekend and I think I will this
weekend as well. Friday, I went to work and then home and sat there lonely,
but too tired to go out and find fun. Then Saturday, I went to work in the
morning. Afterwards, I took a nice nap and got up in time to go to dinner
with Nita, Moe BK and her friend, whom I'll call Krazy cuz she just plain is. We
had a good time over mexican food and jumbo margaritas. We laughed about
tha issue with Vee's friend, who also happens to be one of my boss' favorite
people at the YWCA. This is the same girl who didn't do anything when I got
jumped by those hoodrats (much like BK and Krazy). I'd known her before we
were formally introduced b/c I'd seen her dancing all nasty with one
particular football player, who happens to be her CUZIN! I don't know if by
blood, but the principle remains, that's sorta incestuous on their parts! It's
kinda sick and then she just annoyed me with how she was bashin and
badmouthing the Libra, but whenever we were around him, she was hugging
up on his dick & balls!

So, we left there and went to tha club for one last partay swoiree! After that
jumbo margarita, I was leanin pretty nicely. Then Nita bought us drinks, so I
had one more and I was good for the nite. But my joy kept gettin' interrupted
by the sharp signs of my period, which I'd discovered earlier that evening.
Nita kept me company when I needed the cool air from the door to ease tha
pain. I felt bad about this semester b/c we didn't really get to hang and just
be there for each other. But I was happy she was there that time, she's such a
good friend and I'm going to miss her incredibly unless I make up my mind to
go to North Carolina before she leaves. Vee met up with us, but Key wasn't
able to make it after work. I figured she was probly too tired, but later found
out, she couldn't figure out whut to wear. It was just a hot nite she missed
out on b/c practically the whole football team came and STRIPPED! All that
beautiful, muscular chocolate was definitely the high-light of my nite.

It was cool until it was time to go. BK go to talkin to one of her flings, who I
guess was openly dissing her. So she kept talkin to him as we tried to pull her
away. We waited outside and finally she emerged from the club, crying over
that fool as he just brushed her off. I feel more sorry for her than anything b/
c she seems to care too much about these flings she has, even though she
claims she's not attached. I haven't cried over a guy since high school and
NEVER in public, but I guess everyone isn't like me. I just found that bizarre
and shameless of her, I just wish she had some dignity about her. After that,
we were content to go to bed since Nita and I both wanted to go to church in
the morning, though I wouldn't have rejected the idea of an after-party.

So Sunday, I got up with Key to attend church since I figured Karan wasn't
going...I don't know why b/c she came after we did. Service was good and
once Key was finally done saying goodbye to everyone in the church (Karan
had left to eat with her may-as-well-be-her-boyfriend/friend), we went to
the grocery store and ate a bit at my place before she had to go study. All
week up to last nite, I worked over nite shifts and I'm so glad I never did that
until now b/c I never seemed to get any sleep and my schedule was supposed
to be "open" this week! It's crazy to think I do all this slavin' just to get
by...like Kweli say. I won't even have money to buy gifts this Christmas, but
my fam and friends understand. So all the days have blended together this
week, but it will all soon end and I will be able to party with my graduating
friends before they leave me for now. Well, I must slave over more internship
apps, so here goes. Until next time, live, love, life!




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